Sort of Tagged...Just "Sort Of"

Mimi says she "sort of' tagged me with the "I" Tag. So, here we go...boldy going where no man has gone before...oh wait, wrong series....never mind...

I AM: a daughter, a sister, a friend, a girlfriend, a writer, a poet, a princess in disguise, a worker, a librarian, a tenant.

I WANT: more out of life that what I'm getting. I want to be able to be able to pay my rent all at once and still have money to save for a trip.

I WISH: A publisher will fall madly in love with my manuscript....and that life were less complicated...and that my boyfriend and I were on the same land mass...

I HATE: not being on the same land mass as my boyfriend, not knowing who I can trust around me.

I LOVE: Some people more than others.

I MISS: doing kids church on Wednesday night.

I FEAR: failure.

I HEAR: The quiet buzzing of the computers, Alfonse whistling and his chair squeaking out at the main desk, traffic on Main Street.

I WONDER: too much to write here...as I wonder a lot...sometimes keeps me awake at night.

I REGRET: too many things. I regret not finishing college. I regret how many times I've spoken and not thought about what I'm saying; or talked when I should have been listening.

I AM NOT: perfect.

I DANCE: to just about anything...

I SING: when no one's listening...because I like to sing but I've been told that I do it badly. Praise and worship songs...contemperary Christian...the one line from that one song I heard in a movie..."It's the end of the world as we know it...It's the end of the world as we know it...It's the end of the world as we know it...and I feel fine..."

I CRY: when no one's looking, because I've been told that crying is a sign of weakness and emotional instability so I try not to cry in public. Messed up, aren't I?

I AM NOT ALWAYS: sure of what to say.

I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: poems, letters, stories, now newspapers, food, piles of laundry...

I WRITE: a lot. Get me started and I can go for hours...

I CONFUSE: a lot of people.

I NEED: hugs and chocolate.

I SHOULD: not worry so much. The Bible says not to, but I can't always turn my worries into prayers.

I START: ed my new job last Friday...

I FINISH: this meme now.

I TAG: Kat, Cliff and Daydream Believer and anyone else who would like to do this. Jean-Luc's already been tagged soo I can't tag him :)