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Another Week Begins

Well, sort of. Ok, I'm actually just beginning my "weekend"...my two days off of work. And all I'm doing is sitting here at Mom's typing away on the computer. I wasn't earlier though...I stopped by Kirk's before heading to Mom's :D We watched most of the movie he had put in earlier...if I'd been there sooner, I could have seen more of it [and him]...but if Cliff hadn't called when he did, I would have still been in bed catching up on my sleep. At any rate, Mom is back home from Cliff's. As much as I love her, it was nice not having to worry about her and take care of her. She goes for a follow up appointment on Wednesday.

I called Tempy after leaving Kirk's and said, "Is it a bad thing when you're watching a movie with a guy and there's no conversation?" She said no, that it was sign we're comfortable with each other and we don't feel the need to constantly be talking. Makes sense. I'm still nervous around him, especially in his home. But I like being with him. :)

It's not a bad nervous...honest...it's just, I worry too much and I need to stop and just relax! In general. I might grow less gray hairs if I stop worrying so much.

Off to show Mom some pics I took on my cellphone while she was away. :D

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Jean-Luc Picard said…
It's quite cosy watcching movie with a girl. I'm sure Kirk sees it that way.

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