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pppfffttt!

Well, that went well. Justin backed out on me at the last minute. So I went by myself.

Yes, Jean-Luc, it is sad that it is needed.

I never would have thought that I'd be in a domestically violent relationship. It's really rather depressing, although the underactive thyroid doesn't help with that at all.



These are the scratches he gave me the other morning. He hasn't hit me. Yet. But if this continues, it's only a matter of time.

I want to see him get the help he needs. In the mean time, I'm going to get the help I need. This is not the Justin I fell in love with. Even my best friend Tempy agrees that this isn't "our" Justin. We want him back.

I want him back.

:'(

Of course, I also want to shake the shit out of him. But more violence isn't the answer.
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Jean-Luc Picard said…
It's a difficult situation. If he is capable of violence, he always will have, though he's controlled it before. What will happen next time?
5/07/2011 11:47:00 AM
Ciera said…
He's always had a bit of a temper, tho usually far between episodes... but it's been progressively getting worse...a little bit each time. It's been increased exponentially since he lost his job at Cargil. I'm not sure what is going on with him, even our friend Tempy is like "Who is this kid?" It's like he got different personalities going on.

Next time...he might hit me.

Jaclyn, my beautiful pup, and I are walking on eggshells at the moment.

:/
5/07/2011 07:14:00 PM
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