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Encouraged

I have been encouraged. By a total stranger at that ... someone I will probably never meet this side of heaven...

I've been down a lot lately ... and lonely ... so I've started going into the BigChurch chatrooms in the mornings after work ... just looking to talk with other Christians ... and this morning, feeling quite bleak ... it happened to be just me and Queen900 in this particular room ... we talked about the boyfriend issue a little ... she reminded me that he's going through a hard time right now, and needs me and my prayers ... even though I can't be with him right now, I can still prayer for him ...and we talked about my job situation a good bit ... she encouraged me not to quit my nighttime job ... to keep at it ... no matter what Biggest Bitch throws at me ... that if I don't let her get to me ... then eventually she'll grow tired ... and ... they are training me to be a supervisor ... so it might be worth hanging onto ... going to give it some more thought before I do anything....

Feeling a bit peaceful right now ..... it's a good feeling ...

:)

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Jean-Luc Picard said…
Those sort of chatrooms are very useful, as like-minded people can talk about things that are troubling them.

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