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I'm doing better today...no where near as tired and cranky!! I'm still going to turn comments off. I need to write for just me right now. I hope that makes sense.

I worked from 9:30 to 6:30 today...all during the daytime!! It is very odd on dayshift...mostly cuz I'm so used to nights. I mean, I've been there for over a year now! The pace is so different...slower...though there are small spurts of busyness. Nights is much faster paced...and I can keep ahead of the press better.

Deb is nice. She's the lady training me. She smokes, so sometimes she has that smokers smell...but that'd be my only "complaint". She has these loooong fake fingernails...they curve at the ends...and they really rather fascinate me [they grossed out the guy before me!!! LOL]

I'm still really bothered by my cheating friend. She has a husband...but I guess he has cheated on her so it's all ok! Still, she threw away her Sunday school class, and all her other ministries in church, for this other man...who may or may not be a Christian. I actually beat her up with a pillow the other day...going on about how it wasn't fair that she was cheating when I couldn't even get a date!!! She was rather amused by it.

Enough for now. Off in search of food and friends [if they're home!!!]

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