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Cranky Butt

I am sooo cranky right now....

First of all, I have to work days for a few days to have some training from the dayshift supervisor. So I'm overtired right now, which alwyas makes me cranky. I'm gonig to go home soon, as soon as my laundry is done, and go to sleep, cuz I have to be at work at 9:30 in the morning...ew...

Secondly, how much rejection can a girl take in one week? I mean, really! I decided to ask England to just come over here and marry me and take me home with him. He said no. The ocean is just too big of an obstacle for him to consider. I can't really blame him. But damn, that hurt. So...feeling that door firmly shut - as he is a stubborn man - I gather the courage to ask out my favorite pressman. He said no. !!!!!!! Men are dumb.

But then...who am I to think that anyone is going to want "Steve's sloppy seconds"? Such a fool I've been.

Unwanted. Undesirable

My married friend gets more dates than I do....and I don't mean with her husband.

damn.




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