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Hiding

Yeah. I guess I'm hiding. I've started a new blog and am going to keep in a secret from my friends. Of course, I also have reason to believe that my old one was being used against me. I should be allowed to have one place where I can be comepletely transparent for a while...even if I get angry and vent...I mean, sometimes I need to here/see what I'm saying for the full impact of how wrong my attitude is to hit me. Did that make sense? It does to me. yeah, this is a public place, and I might watch my words a little more carefully. But I am stupid enough to feel safe here in bloggerland. I mean, my brother will get this new address because I know he cares for me and isn't too offended at the warped struggles of me his sister. And I don't think it bothers Fluke Stabucker and Cpt. Picard too much either, or any of the others that have left comments.

Good Lord, I am sooo warped. On the bright side, that's truly nothing unusual in this day and age, even in the church...which is where we get to work out our twistedness into Christlikeness [I just don't know why I'm so slow at it!]

I have to finish vacuuming.

Yeah - I know...I'm probably paranoid...but after the weekend I had last week..............

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Ciera said…
Fluke - first comment - thanks.second comment- Huh????
9/08/2005 03:05:00 PM
Ciera said…
oooh...apparently my sinuses are more clogged than I thought!!!! Either that or I need new glasses!
9/08/2005 03:42:00 PM
Anonymous said…
I cab appreciate your starting a secret blog, ciera. My mom reads my blog religiously to keep up with my life, so I find that I self censor a lot. Hmm, secret blogs... ;-)

Hey, get in line for Christian growth. I was here first. It takes a long time, sista!
9/08/2005 04:20:00 PM
Ciera said…
Yeah - I know, Rob...we're all growing..or should be! I'm just a little sensitive on the subject right now...sorry!!!
9/08/2005 06:00:00 PM
Cliff said…
How do you do it? I go to look at your "secret" blog for the first time and the screen tells me that there are already 8 comments. Even in secret, people want to talk to you more than they do me. You must not be as much a screw up as you think you are. Oh wait! SSSSHHHH! I'm supposed to speak quietly on secret blogs, right? My apologies.
9/08/2005 09:13:00 PM
Ciera said…
Shhh…you shushing’s too loud!

LOL!!

It’s only secret in that no one from church has this address. Besides, how many of those eight comments are mine???? :P What can I say? I'm still a screw up...just a lovable one!!!
9/09/2005 09:57:00 AM
dena said…
sometimes it's best to have a place that not everyone sees.
no harm in that.

visiting from michele's
9/10/2005 01:27:00 PM
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