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Just rambling tonight.

Our hours are dropping off at work.  Which is both good and bad.  It's good because 45+ hours a week gets old after a while, so exhausting especially in 40 degree weather lol and it's also good because my lokcing fingers don't lock quite as often or as hard as they were.  Well, they don't hurt as much anyway lol! And it's bad because those paychecks were awful dang nice!  Like everyone else, I need the money honey!  Especially since Justin's main 'job' is playing Halo Wars all the time.  At least he's begun helping do some chores around the house...'women's work' my ass!

This is sad.  I think all day of stuff that I want to write and blog, and then I get here and I'm just like "Blah" and there's nothing there.  Of course, Justin's moved his Xbox in here so it's not quiet anymore.  But the flip side of that is that I can go to sleep without having to listen to him playing.  I could do without his music, but it's not overly loud so I'm not going to say anything...it's just hitting that menstrual nerve lol

There's a whole nightmare in and of itself.  Ever since the beginning of October, my period's been totally whacked (sorry guys). It could be any number of things, from my thyroid being off - as usual - to fibroid tumors!  Oye!  Well, the thyroid meds were upped and there's been no change.  I've had a pap and that came back normal.  So what we did now, that I'm waiting for the results of, was an ultrasound.  And I go see and endocrynologist next Friday.  I mean, seriously, I've been bleeding for close 2 weeks this time around.  Like last time.  Time before that was 3 weeks.  I don't have to money to spend on this stuff!  Very annoying.

Christmas is coming and sadly I think we're going to have to be lean on the gifts this year.  I know that's not what Christmas is about, but it's still bothers me.  Especially since I know there are people out there that have gotten me gifts that I'm not going to be able to reciprocate.  :/

I guess that'll be all for tonight.  Now that I've found my computer chair again, maybe I'll be posting more often! lol

ttyl.

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