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Why Me?

Why me? Somebody ~ please tell me "Why me?" I leave a friend's house last night and stop in to the Acorn because I'm thirsty and just want some water. An aquaintance I know through work stops me in the parking lot, won't let me by, and jumps down my throat for "telling on her" to her husband. WTF?!?!?! It took me a moment to remember the conversation ~ it happened Sunday afternoon and all I did was apologize to the man for the part I played one weekend when I picked her up and drove her around the corner to meet her boyfriend. I had no idea when I agreed to that, that they were still married and that I was helping them commit adultery, but by the time I found out, it was too late to back out. And I didn't tell her husband anything he didn't already know or suspect...like the fact that she is living with her boyfriend. I was so upset after this confrontation that I was shaking. I drove around a couple minutes, then decided it wouldn't

Name Change

I've decided to change the name of my blog. This is still My Secret Place, but this is in truth Diary of A Prodigal Saint, sooo......I've been running from God for over a year now, and when I fell down, and turned around to run home....I found God right there waiting with open arms....just like the prodigal son in the Bible. While it is not a pretty story...and I have failed my Savior many times...the story I present the world has been an honest story. And it is not done yet. So I shall continue to write of my life...the trials, the spiritual falls, the ups as well as the downs. I might bore you, I might amuse you....but I will always be me.

Merry Christmas One and All

Isaiah 9:6 ~ For unto us a Child is born, Unto us a Son is given; And the government will be upon His shoulder. And His name will be called Wonderful, Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace. Luke 2:9-11 ~ And behold, an angel of the Lord stood before them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were greatly afraid. Then the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid, for behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy which will be to all people. For there is born to you this day in the city of David a Savior, who is Christ the Lord. In the hustle and bustle of this holiday season, may the True Reason for the season find a home in your heart, and may Jesus bring you great joy. Merry Christmas to all my blogger friends :)

I am SO bad!!!

I am SO bad! I found the Jerk online this afternoon, so I decided to talk to him...see how him and the little woman are doing..,actually ended up talking to here as well...he hasn't found a job yet, but she has...a nice little tidbit I plan on passing on to people at work...especially since she's working at a bar and I work with alcoholics...she's also four weeks pregant...and they're not sure who the father is!!!!! It could be Steve...but it could be her other boyfriend as well. As much as this news hurt....it also amused the crap out of me....I told him that she would cheat on him, but did the cheating asshole listen???? NOOOOO...of course not....And bad bad bad girl that I am...I told them at the end, that my period was late and Steve was the last one I had sex with. I am so sick and twisted...but I enjoyed every minute of that!!!!!! Afterwards, I turned to my Mom...who's laughing at my antics towards the screen..."So you don't worry Mom, I'm on

Tagged!!!! :)

A holiday "get to know you". I thought it'd make a great 202nd post. Thanks for tagging me Daydreamer. 1. Eggnog or Hot Chocolate? BOTH, BUT I'D DRINK THE EGGNOG FIRST... 2. Does Santa wrap presents or just set them under the tree? DEPENDS ON HIS MOOD THAT NIGHT 3. Colored lights on tree/house or white? COLORED 4. Do you hang mistletoe? NO, WHY WOULD I WANT TO HANG MISTLE BY HER TOES? SHE'S DONE NOTHING TO ME. NOW.....I CAN THINK OF A COUPLE OTHER PEOPLE I WOULDN'T MIND HANGNING BY THEIR TOES.......... 5. When do you put your decorations up? WHEN THE MOOD STRIKES...USUALLY ABOUT A WEEK BEFORE CHRISTMAS... 6. What is your favorite holiday dish? UHM.....I HAVE TO PICK JUST ONE? LOL! 7. Favorite holiday memory as a child? FOR SOME REASON....THE YEAR DAD CALLED SANTA ON THE PHONE ON CHRISTMAS EVE BECAUSE US KIDS WEREN'T BEHAVING.... 8. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa? AT THE LUNCH TABLE IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL WHEN JENNIE BROWN ANNOUNCED TH

A Flat Tire And A Fall

I had a flat tire this week. Ticked me right off. I felt it shortly before I got home, so I limped my car home. Which is probably good because that afternoon when I went to change it...it wouldn't come off!!! Yes, I had the car jacked up! :P I had friends come help...it was thuroughly kicked and hammered. To no avail. So my friend Diana took me to work, Mom and Liston brought down her van for me to use in the morning...and Liston went to look at the car for me. Can you believe that stinker managed to get the tire off and the donut on? So, I drove to Mom's after work...Liston drove me home...I stayed up until the garages opened. I drove around town on a FLAT DONUT trying to find a garage that would help me. The first one was closed...the second one turned me away because he was 'too busy' to deal with me...the third one couldn't help, but he called around to see if he could find a tire for me...sent to the fourth one only to find out that they couldn't

Where I Am

Daydream Believer asked where I was..... I be working! I worked six days straight after coming home from Thanksgiving...and have had only one day off...I think I may have slept most of it...I know I slept most of Sunday, though I was a very good girl and went to church that morning. I guess I'm ok. I mean, I haven't been picked up for double homicide...LOL! It's been getting a little easier. Since my doctor put me on medication for anxiety [remember all that trouble I was having with my breathing???? Nerves!!!] I decided maybe I ought to go back to my counsleor...the one who got me through the emotional crash of '94 after high school and some other things...and we were talking during out first session...and I don't know what I said, but he sits up all of a sudden like and says, "I don't think depression is the right diagnosis...I don't know why I didn't see this before...I think you're bipolar..." He actually apologized for misdiagnos