Window Into My Reality

Mimi had a MeMe posted just the other day. I found her through Jean-Luc who did the meme as well...I didn't get tagged by him because he doesn't tag people, but I felt like doing it anyways. Because I'm bored I guess. What you do, is "google" your name followed by the word needs and see what pops up. All I got for Ciera was a bunch of car stuff, nothing interesting. I'm not going to tag anyone, but feel free to go ahead and do it anyways. Here's a few I got when I googled my real name. I'm placing my screen name in it's place though...just because I feel like it! 1. Ciera Needs Somebody to Love. {well - duh! I've been saying this for years!} 2. Ciera needs You! {Yes you! Now quit looking so surprised and get over here!} 3. Ciera needs a Band. {I do? Does that come with groupies?} 4. Ciera needs help with a little securities fraud. {sounds ugly} 5. Ciera needs your help. {See #2} 6. Ciera does not self-preserve. {that doesn't sound good!}...

because "pain" was mentioned 4 times..."suck" was mentioned 2 times...and "sex" was mentioned once. Only once? Well, at least twice now! I've upped all those words by one now. I wonder if that's enough to up my rating?

Did this...laughed so hard...just had to post it!!! Even did BOTH names!!!! robin -- [noun]: An alien 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com Ciera -- [noun]: A person of questionable sanity who starts their own cult 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

You Are Cyclops Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause. You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them. Power: force beams from your eyes Which of the X-Men Are You? Funny thing is...when it asked who I thought was the sexiest X-Men...my answer was Wolverine!!!! LOL! And I'm a woman....does the force beam from the eyes mean "the look" women are famous for??? LOL!!!!

Or at least Mars! You Should Rule Mars Mars is a planet that shines brightly and loops wildly around the solar system. You are perfect to rule Mars, because you are both energetic and independent. Like Mars, you seems attractive and bright to others - but you're difficult to pin down. You are a great thinker, but you only think in the present and ignore the future. Full of enthusiasm and inspiration, you are into your own thing... and rather insensitive to others. What Planet Should You Rule? If Men are from Mars...does this mean I should be their ruler????? Hmmmm...in that case...."Off with Steven's Head!" LOL Although I don't think I'm insentsitive to others needs and such :P

But just a bit... You Are 56% Abnormal You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul. You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. How Abnormal Are You?

The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart? Side note: I'm a MySpacer now!

I thought that this was an interesting result to this quiz...but I love that pic...wish my legs were really that nice!!! What Spirit of Emotion Lives Within You? The spirit of desperation lives within you. You hate the state of your life and are desperate to improve it, but feel trapped in your circumstances. You are frantic to escape your life, but don't know how. Take this quiz ! Quizilla Join Make A Quiz More Quizzes Grab Code I haven't got anything else I much want to say right now. Life is the same old grind stone. I'm at the tail end of a 7 day work stretch, I have to get through tonight then I'll have Sunday and Monday night off. Monday Mom has some minor surgery, but they're putting her out for it, and she very heavily hinted that she would like me there for it. Sister Sara has a cyst on her ovary. Steve won't pay back the money my brother Cliff spent on him in August and he's threatened to go to the cops claiming that I'm 'harrassing' ...

I love these things..... You Are From the Sun Of all your friends, you're the shining star. You're dramatic - loving attention and the spotlight. You're a totally entertainer and the life of the party. Watch out! The Sun can be stubborn, demanding, and flirty. Overall, you're a great leader and great friend. The very best! What Planet Are You From?

HowManyOfMe.com There are: 47 people with my name in the U.S.A. How many have your name?

A holiday "get to know you". I thought it'd make a great 202nd post. Thanks for tagging me Daydreamer. 1. Eggnog or Hot Chocolate? BOTH, BUT I'D DRINK THE EGGNOG FIRST... 2. Does Santa wrap presents or just set them under the tree? DEPENDS ON HIS MOOD THAT NIGHT 3. Colored lights on tree/house or white? COLORED 4. Do you hang mistletoe? NO, WHY WOULD I WANT TO HANG MISTLE BY HER TOES? SHE'S DONE NOTHING TO ME. NOW.....I CAN THINK OF A COUPLE OTHER PEOPLE I WOULDN'T MIND HANGNING BY THEIR TOES.......... 5. When do you put your decorations up? WHEN THE MOOD STRIKES...USUALLY ABOUT A WEEK BEFORE CHRISTMAS... 6. What is your favorite holiday dish? UHM.....I HAVE TO PICK JUST ONE? LOL! 7. Favorite holiday memory as a child? FOR SOME REASON....THE YEAR DAD CALLED SANTA ON THE PHONE ON CHRISTMAS EVE BECAUSE US KIDS WEREN'T BEHAVING.... 8. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa? AT THE LUNCH TABLE IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL WHEN JENNIE BROWN ANNOUNCED TH...

Actually...I already knew this, but took the test anyway...nice to know I know myself pretty well...!!!....LOL! The Five Love Languages My primary love language is probably Physical Touch with a secondary love language being Quality Time . Complete set of results Physical Touch: 12 Quality Time: 9 Words of Affirmation: 6 Acts of Service: 3 Receiving Gifts: 0 Information Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others. Take the quiz

Mimi says she "sort of' tagged me with the "I" Tag. So, here we go...boldy going where no man has gone before...oh wait, wrong series....never mind... I AM: a daughter, a sister, a friend, a girlfriend, a writer, a poet, a princess in disguise, a worker, a librarian, a tenant. I WANT: more out of life that what I'm getting. I want to be able to be able to pay my rent all at once and still have money to save for a trip. I WISH: A publisher will fall madly in love with my manuscript....and that life were less complicated...and that my boyfriend and I were on the same land mass... I HATE: not being on the same land mass as my boyfriend, not knowing who I can trust around me. I LOVE: Some people more than others. I MISS: doing kids church on Wednesday night. I FEAR: failure. I HEAR: The quiet buzzing of the computers, Alfonse whistling and his chair squeaking out at the main desk, traffic on Main Street. I WONDER: too much to write here...as I wonder a lot...sometim...

Mimi gave an open tag to whoever wanted to do the meme about 5 random thoughts about myself. I could not resist... 1. I really don't like driving school bus. It's not that I don't like the kids...I love them...I love their chatter...their innocence...their laughter...even their singing which drives me bonkers. It's the red tape of Headstart and their inability to communicate changes and stuff to me. And the pressure of having all those little lives in my care during a snow or ice storm is too much to handle. 2. I adore listening to Chip Ingram's radio program, Living on the Edge. He is a bible teacher who is practical and grounded and balanced. Yes, balanced. There have been many times that it has been his voice over the radio that has kept me from harm and talked me out of despair. He's funny too, and not afraid to show his humanity. 3. I like to play Scrabble. Like, I get competative about it. Mom and I used to play it on Playstation2 and we'd be at it for...

Just a little......honest......LOL!!! You Are 60% Addicted to Blogthings You're a Blogthings fiend - addicted but not totally dependent. So what if you know your personality type by heart? And while you may feel like Blogthings is crack... There are people much worse off than you! How Addicted To Blogthings Are You?

Ciera took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Seeks success, stimulation, and a life full of exp..." Click here to read the rest of the results.

Another one, just for kicks as these things amuse me... Your Birthdate: July 31 You're a pretty traditional person. If it's lasted, it's probably good. You seek stability - both in your career and your romantic relationship. In return, you're very loyal and predictable. Which is usually a good thing. Without a partner, you feel lost. Being with someone is very important to you. Your strength: Your dependability Your weakness: You hate being alone Your power color: Midnight blue Your power symbol: Shell Your power month: April What Does Your Birth Date Mean? And Jean-Luc...yours was very interesting!! LOL

I'm bored, can you tell? Your Brain's Pattern You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

I love these things..... The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

I just can't resist these things.....I've been told that I look good in green too....Happy St. Patricks' Day! You Are Emerald Green Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you. Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show. People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate. But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you. What Color Green Are You?