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Hope deferred

Hope deferred makes the heart sick.

I have had my hope smashed last night. It's taken a hearty beating at any rate.

Nah ~ I'm not talking about issues with Kirk [does the man like me or not?!?! does he even know?!?!]

I'm talking about the Graphic Artist job in our Creative Services department. Which I didn't get. I knew it was a long shot, b/c of my limited training on Macs. She had said during the interview that it wouldn't be an issue if I was chosen, b/c most of them were all trained on the job. BUT ~ she filled the position with someone who had more training. Which, of course, is her own perogative...but why mislead me and give me false hope? Heck, why interview me in the first place? Argh!!!!

I'm really kind of bummed about this...I really really really wanted that job.

:'(

Comments

Jean-Luc Picard said…
I know what you mean. Do that put sdome in just to make numbers up. Really sorry they didn't give you a better chance.

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