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Exile?

Exile...homecoming...???

Feels more like exile to me.

Unless $1150 and some odd cents doesn't miraculously appear by March 2nd...I will have to move back in with my Mom. $585 is for rent, $565 is for my car. I only have $400---and that won't cover both let alone one!

I don't know what else to do. I don't like it, but can see no other alternative.

Where is my miracle??? Probably in the same place as my imaginary husband! Non-existant???? Lord?!?!?!

Comments

Jean-Luc Picard said…
Really so to know you're in this financial mess, Ciera. I eally hope something comes through.
Ciera said…
me too.

and it just got worse----talked to the mechanic --- the total for that is now $697.37 --- about $130 more than what he originally quotes me.

And my brother and I fought this morning. Stupis stuff...but I don't know how we're going to be able to live together again.

life so sucks right now.
M. C. Pearson said…
I'll be praying with ya Ciera! I know about financial hurts.

Just repeat "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!" and I know that it says somewhere in the bible that God will not take you through anything that you cannot handle...even if it means mom and brother. Ug. I've had to go back to mom and dad before too...God will give you strenth. He is always glorified when we are at our weakest and have to rely soley upon Him. But, yeah, the desert can get awfully yucky. Just remember you've got people praying with ya.
Ciera said…
aw...you made me cry...thnx Mimi...
where is the miracle? Sometimes they are not what they seem. When life wacks you in the face and says "Wake up" is when change happens.

This too shall pass...

you are stronger than you think.
Ciera said…
Aw...don't you make me get teh tissue box too!!! thnx :)

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