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First and foremost...Yes, I am still alive.

I'm waiting for the spaghetti to get done so that I can go to bed. I have to be back into work at 9...even though I worked until 10p tonight. It's not "life or death" work accorcding to the one supervisor...but the other one seems to disagree. The job must get done...even if I keel over in the process apparently. They just send me one job after the other and expect it all to get done and have a cow if it's not. If I weren't going back to nights, I do think I'd walk away.

We started going from Computer To Plate recently, so it ought to be easier to get crap done. And I also get to go back to nights...eventually. 'Some time' after Thanksgiving is what I've been told. Christmas might come sooner. It'll be nice to be on a closer schedule with Justin.

Sometimes I feel like all we get to do is say "Hi" and "Bye" to each other. That's middle of the week, but time on the weekends isn't always abundant either. Of course, he's a man and doesn't always get that I miss him. Although there are times when he's as moody as any woman!!! He got pissed at me one night and threw one of our cats out the door! And 2 days later when it came back ---- I let it back in.

I'm not sure what's worse...not climaxing during sex...or dreaming about sex and not climaxing then either!!!! I hate those dreams, I really do. At least the last few times that we've been intimate it's been goooooood.

Can a person be too secure in their sexuality? I commented on a woman's boyd one night in a movie we were watching ... it was a nice body ... and Justin looks at me like I'm nuts. I wasn't saying I'd want to have sex with the woman, just that she had a nice body. I was a bit envious too. Justin doesn't understand how warped a woman's perspective of her body can be. You can't tell me that Justin would love for me to be thinner and shaplier ---- I mean, I'd like to be that way myself!

It's just that I'm so tired that I don't feel like excercising...we don't always have the money to eat healthy. I'll never lose wieght living on spaghetti. But it's food and one must live.

Ok, speaking of spaghetti...it's done and I'm going to have a wee bit before I go to bed.

Oh, can you believe I've just now gotten around to reading Harry Potter? Just finished the first book and can't help but wonder what the big deal so many Christians have with it. Anyway. That's another subject for another time I think.

I also found one of my old college friends on facebook...awesome!!

Well, now that's out of the way...how are you?

:)

Comments

Jean-Luc Picard said…
If a man says how good a woman's body is, then it's a sexuasl thing, but if a woman does it, it's a kind of an appreciation.
Ciera said…
see - that's what I was thinking. Apparently Justin's never gotten that memo!

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