Saturday, May 06, 2006


So. I haven't been to see my friend since Tuesday. I figured, ya know...who wants to be around someone who doesn't trust you...and who would want someone around that you didn't trust. Especially if you're going to the hospital because of chest pains. Which, Paigeylouwho was taken Wednesday to the hospital for. And then, the next day she emails me, telling me about what was going on and asking for prayer. So, I'm a little confused. I should have swallowed my hurt and pride then and went to see her instead of condemning myself for her anxiety attack. But...Getting ready to go to the Prayer Watch last night, our other friend that we share {Dinah}, told me how Paigeylouwho had emailed her to see if she'd seen me and did Dinah know if I was mad at her. Back up the banana boat!!! Why didn't she email me to find out what was going on??? Which is what I asked her this morning in an email. {we were ok at the Watch last night, but it's not exactly a place to be yakking...even if we could get Pastor to understand that we were making up, I think he'd be displeased that we were doing it during the Watch. I could be wrong on that though.} I also asked her if she wasn't mad at me. So, she emailed back and said I could come over today. Nothing else, just "you can come over today" in the subject box. I hope this isn't another Inquisition like with Pastors on last Friday. Should be interesting. Hope it doesn't rip me up to badly.

The funny part is. Dinah replied to her that yeah, I'd been up to her place the past two nights. She also told me how she commented about how well Paigeylouwho and I don't gossip. Is that a kicker or what?

If she wants to know why I was up to Dinah's...gonna tell her the truth. Dinah lets me watch tv and use her computer and fixes me chocolate milkshakes when I'm down.

Oh well. We'll see how it goes.


M. C. Pearson said...

Hmmm...well, I hope it works out. Just be on your guard. Some people can't see that there is a problem...especially when they cause it. I hope your friend will understand what she has done and not just look for causes by you. Still praying for ya.

Jean-Luc Picard said...

From what you tell me, Ciera, things have all worked out; you have a very turbulant relationship with her.

Paige said...

I have found when you "really" want to know; ask the horse directly. Do add to the problem by going throug a middle person. Call her up, go see her. Ask her not to speak until you are finished. Tell her the whole story from the beginning include your feelings, let her know that you still feel justified or have now learned that is was a conclusion jumped to on your part. Truth as it is can hurt & ususally does. Put in His hands ask Him what to do. I'm just some ol nosey lady who some times hands out advise-it is not always right (but don't tell my beloved that} Let Jesus lead you to the solution.