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I am filled with a certain dread about this afternoon...finding out for sure if I've been reading certain things the right way. Well, in for a penny in for a pound.

On the bright side, I have a lunch with the headstart ladies later. And I just remembered that we're celebrating one of their birthdays, so now I have to find a b-day card for her! Thank God for the Dollar General Store and the $5 in my pocket so I can get her a nice one!

My library boss just ranted on for about half an hour about...I dunno...something about the rapture and communion and Simon Peter...I haven't got a clue half of what he was saying [I was trying to type an email!!]...he did say one thing that caught my attention so I had him repeat it so I made sure I heard him right. "obediance without love is performance and love without obediance is deception". I thought that was interesting since a lot of what has been plaguing my church is performance and such, a lack of unconditional love even. {Fluke, how did you like my reply to your last comment down below? :P }

Well, all that ranting and the boss says he's feeling better now and that he won't need me to work for him. Sheesh. How's that for gratitude?

Comments

Jean-Luc Picard said…
You had a lot of messages in the last one.

The one about going to another church seems the most practical, as I've mentioned to you.
Ciera said…
Ha! All those comments on the last one were a bit wild, to say the least, weren't they? I only had the heart to delete one of Fluke's "er, uhm, uh," comments......
Ciera said…
Oh yeah...I'm not completely ignoring your last sentence...but then again...I am. I did read it. It's just not something I can handle right now.
Ciera said…
Fluke---you have no idea! I can be a little spitfire if provoked long enough.





I think I got good news this afternoon. ok, it was good news. I just don't know where we go from here.


I have to go delete a few more of Flukesters eruhmuhs. I'm gonna leave the vanilla ones though.
Jean-Luc Picard said…
Ciera's deleting them all, Fluke!
Ciera said…
rolls eyeballs

giggles

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