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My heart is heavy this morning. Tonight was an easier night than most I've had recently at work. I actually got a lunch break. However, I also had to listen to Chris tell how she flashed her boob to the supervisor, apparently at his request...although knowing her as I do...she was all too happy to obligue...she certainly wasn't complaining about it. And then she brags about how she does whatever she wants at work. Which is no doubt why they hired her back after she quit and was only gone a week. So, if she flashes her boobs just for gee whiz...what does she do when she really wants something????

On the other hands...Carl was willing to pay to see my boobs. When I said a guy had to pay to see my boobs, I didn't mean like that!!! He just laughed when I said that and put his money away. It's almost a nice compliment....but do I look like a stripper to you?!?!?!

And my sister is being a hormonal bitch. She's younger than me, and has had all the 'firsts' before me...first kiss, lost her virginity first, first baby...which she made sure to rub in the other night. Mom thinks she was just picking, but when she says twice"It really tickles me"...she's not teasing nicely. As I said to mom..."She's not married yet." She doesn't have anything to brag about...but it really hurts that she's pregnant and I don't even have a boyfriend. I feel like God has forgotten me when it comes to this.

Ok, that's my sob post for the day. Maybe I'll feel better tomorrow...or later today depending on how you look at it. Maybe I just need to sleep...or my period needs to come...or something!!!
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Jean-Luc Picard said…
I know what you mean. That girl is getting a bad reputation.
10/18/2007 03:17:00 PM
Ciera said…
Let me check....nope, not feeling any better today. I suppose it's my own fault for not being able to take a "joke". the joke are the people who treat this place of employment as a fricking strip joint. I'm not that kind of girl.
10/19/2007 01:59:00 AM
Masked Mom said…
I definitely don't think it's your fault for feeling down--it's just a sane response to all the insanity around you. I also think your sister's "teasing" is definitely multi-layered if not mean-spirited, whether your mom can admit that or not.

Try not to let 'em get to you--you're only giving them more power when you let them get you down! :)
10/19/2007 08:56:00 AM
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