Thursday, September 08, 2005

Hiding

Yeah. I guess I'm hiding. I've started a new blog and am going to keep in a secret from my friends. Of course, I also have reason to believe that my old one was being used against me. I should be allowed to have one place where I can be comepletely transparent for a while...even if I get angry and vent...I mean, sometimes I need to here/see what I'm saying for the full impact of how wrong my attitude is to hit me. Did that make sense? It does to me. yeah, this is a public place, and I might watch my words a little more carefully. But I am stupid enough to feel safe here in bloggerland. I mean, my brother will get this new address because I know he cares for me and isn't too offended at the warped struggles of me his sister. And I don't think it bothers Fluke Stabucker and Cpt. Picard too much either, or any of the others that have left comments.

Good Lord, I am sooo warped. On the bright side, that's truly nothing unusual in this day and age, even in the church...which is where we get to work out our twistedness into Christlikeness [I just don't know why I'm so slow at it!]

I have to finish vacuuming.

Yeah - I know...I'm probably paranoid...but after the weekend I had last week..............

11 comments:

flu said...

psst...

whispers

I deleted your comment opn my blog to help you keep your secret site secret...secretly...

flu said...

*ahem*

whispers

"opn"="on"

Ciera said...

Fluke - first comment - thanks.second comment- Huh????

flu said...

see, in my first comment I typed...

"...comment opn my blog..."

Then, I came back and corrected my initial typo, stating that what I meant was "on" when in all actuality, I said "opn".

See?

"opn"="on"

...and I whispered it all because it's a secret blog.

Ciera said...

oooh...apparently my sinuses are more clogged than I thought!!!! Either that or I need new glasses!

flu said...

strong decongestant...

rob said...

I cab appreciate your starting a secret blog, ciera. My mom reads my blog religiously to keep up with my life, so I find that I self censor a lot. Hmm, secret blogs... ;-)

Hey, get in line for Christian growth. I was here first. It takes a long time, sista!

Ciera said...

Yeah - I know, Rob...we're all growing..or should be! I'm just a little sensitive on the subject right now...sorry!!!

Cliff said...

How do you do it? I go to look at your "secret" blog for the first time and the screen tells me that there are already 8 comments. Even in secret, people want to talk to you more than they do me. You must not be as much a screw up as you think you are. Oh wait! SSSSHHHH! I'm supposed to speak quietly on secret blogs, right? My apologies.

Ciera said...

Shhh…you shushing’s too loud!

LOL!!

It’s only secret in that no one from church has this address. Besides, how many of those eight comments are mine???? :P What can I say? I'm still a screw up...just a lovable one!!!

dena said...

sometimes it's best to have a place that not everyone sees.
no harm in that.

visiting from michele's